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pain and confusion is setting in... there is so much i thought i knew that has just been shown to be an illusion... i don't know what to make of it now... i can't even say for certain which pieces are reality and which pieces are the shattered illusion... it is all a jumbled mess right now... i don't know something i thought i knew... perhaps... perhaps i don't know someone as well as i thought i knew...

--- dancer in pain