still alive, still trying...

the ability to travel through time would be dangerously addictive to me...

time seems to be what i have the least of, and so much crammed into it that i'm to the point months are becomming a blur...

i am searching for a job upstate so i can be with my wife and kids more than just on the weekends...

this week was bittersweet... i was actually upstate with my family all week so far for a change... the reason was because of two funerals....

another family... mother, seven months pregnant, two year old boy, and father... driving in their car... the mother and the unborn child didn't survive the crash... the two year old had bruises but was otherwise fine... the father was critically injured and not expected to survive... the funeral for the mother and unborn child was last Friday...

my aunt lost her battle with leukemia... her funeral was Monday...

life is really really rough at the moment...

--- dancer